By Vasudhaa Narayanan
As I pack my belongings
Of 3 and a half years, too long
I slip into the two fuzzy layers of my blanket
I collect objects, like
I collect words - scribbled, printed, said
Never good at letting go
“That’s not good, vee” – he said
Keep only one thing that reminds you of a person
A memory, your favorite one.
Letters I wrote, but never sent
Bookmarks I made
That never snuggled between warm pages
There are
Places I won’t visit again
People I can’t say goodbye to
But it’s alright,
darling
The rain pacifies my displaced state of mind
There’s room for one more
– it tells me
One more coffee, perhaps.
Let’s run into the past
And
Flirt with familiarity
Or learn to love -
The face in the darkness
Accept the fear of the unknown
Until then,
The blinding city lights
Shine past midnight
As nostalgia slowly creeps in
One moment
Between the city skyline and I
-
that’s when I know its time for goodbye